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Thursday, August 12, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
baby shower
My friends from swadlincote threw me a great surprise baby shower. So blessed :)
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
A happier post
After my sad and upset post yesterday I just wanted to say I'm feeling a lot better, I slept really well last night. I have an amazing husband, and I love feeling my baby kick me. She's my gorgeous little princess x x x x x
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Feelings
Pregnancy is an exciting journey but so scary.
There's the changes to my body and my emotions, I love my baby bump but I hate people touching it, total strangers try to grab it in the street and I'm not even that big yet. Its been ages since any of my friends had babies and I wish I had somebody to talk to about all the feelings and emotions, and all the things I'm going through. I know people care and want to be there for me but sometimes I do feel I am so alone in it all, these changes are happening to me, and nobody I know is having the changes at the same time. Chris is a great support but its the inside stuff that I don't even understand that I don't know how to tell anyone about. I have so many fears I would sound silly sharing them.
Every time Chris leaves the house even to just go to work, I worry he's going to be ok because I can't even consider what it would be like to bring a baby up on my own. I hate it when he's out and I don't know if he's ok or not, and I get too scared to tell him because I don't want him to think I'm being clingy, but I love him and don't want to lose him. I hate feeling like this its just not me.
I guess I'm feeling emotional and hormonal at the moment, oh well at least its off my chest. I didn't sleep last night, there are too many emotions going round in my head and I couldn't relax, I'm thinking that didn't help.
Monday, May 10, 2010
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